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| Furbies are the enemy, Tanya. The Rainbow Ones are the worse, they are like the Navy Seals in our own U.S armed forces. Don't believe me? Just wait until you're awakened in the night by a freaky looking bird schouting "Sle-e-ep!" and blinking like mad. Just remember that the eyes are cameras, and the people watching you are 40-year-old bald perverts suffering a midlife crisis and drinking dark coffee... NO SUGAR OR CREAM.
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| I can see how thoughts can drive someone insane. I wish I thought less and said more sometimes, but back in those days where that was the case, I was criticized for stupidity. It makes me wonder how people can work of the tops of their heads. Me? I have to thoroughly think everything through or write everything down before I can even consider saying or doing it. Anyway, that's not the case. The case is that I create situations in my head that probably don't even exist. I believe they're real without even questioning the possibilities. In short, I make too many assumptions. And being so convinced, it drives me crazy.
I'm doing great though. Sure, I'm falling behind in school. Sure, I'm having trouble with my thoughts. I couldn't be better. My voice is doing great, which I'm proud of. I'm not unhealthy in anyway. Overall, I just feel fine. BUT I have a favor to ask. If any of you think anything of me that you haven't said, please tell me. I think that's the worse part. I don't like to assume things, but if no one tells me otherwise I won't know if I'm right or wrong. I could care less if you liked me or disliked me, but I'd rather know who I'm annoying or who I should avoid or who to hang out with or whatever. Thanks.
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| I'd like to point out a very... not-so-great situation that I gathered from one of my fellow CP students. A new one, in fact. See, Bobert (if we may call him that) smoked some marijuana last weekend with an interested 18-year-old girl. Bobert, himself, is 15, and the interested young lassie was interested in "gettin' down" with Bobert... at least from Bob's point of view. At least from mine. From mine it is because there is something very unique about this 18-year-old Bobert has taken interest in: she has a daughter. Her daughter is four. So, to sum it all up, Bobert met up with an 18-year-old pot-smoking mom who is looking to have sex and, possibly, get knocked up again. If the age difference isn't the problem, Bobert, maybe you could draw another problem from the choice.
See, Bob? No good could come out of this. This is one of life's Chinese finger traps. Not because there's no way out, but because if you do get trapped, you'll have to be careful getting out. AND DON'T STRUGGLE. It also doesn't help, Bobert, that just last week you were talking about how much you hated women. Little twist of hypocricy there, eh? Obviously you don't care about what people think about you. Neither do I, but I don't go looking for trouble or any other bad situation (whatever it may be) just so I can have a part of my image to not care about.
Not that Bobert is even listening, but this is one of the many situations I've heard over the years, and the more I hear, the more amusing it gets. True, who am I to be interpretting others' lives? Well... if I don't, would you? Would you look yourselves in the mirror and ask yourselves "What in the HELL is wrong with me?" No, you probably won't. You'd probably think you'd be overexaggerating. Or perhaps you're afriad someone will hear you. Or maybe... just maybe... you're convinced that there's absolutely nothing wrong with you. Me? I have a lot of problems. Just because I don't let them get me down doesn't mean there's anything wrong. Just try it. Ask yourself, "What am I doing with my life so far?" As long as the conclusion isn't suicide or self-abuse, you're fine. Otherwise, you should probably consult a doctor. No, I am not available.
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| I must say... a few random comments on my last post. Not sure what they mean. OH WELL!
Today was okay. Getting home was awesome. Today was one of those days where I just couldn't stand school. I have a headache, but I'm making thebest of it by downloading more excellent music and beating the living CRAP out of people with a FULLY customized fighter in Mortal Kombat: Armeggedon. I may be a hippie, but virtual people aren't real... and some of the people in that game just DESERVE to get the crap kicked out of them, only to be ended by a huge spike through their chest, an uppercut into a shredder, an uppercut into lava, a shove onto a conveyor belt that leads to a steam roller, an uppercut into an acid bath, or maybe just a simple punch in the face that happens to force their heads off... SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS TO DIIIIIIIE!
Other than dousing myself in blood pouring from a ceiling of spikes, I haven't done much, and I don't plan on it! All I really want to do is call my girlfriend and lay in bed talking to her before I go to sleep. Is that too much to ask for?
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| 1. I didn't want to say anything about zombies... though there is one knawing on my neck as I type... sick.
2. I certainly didn't want to aknowledge Bailey's "awesomeness" because... well let's face it... I'm far better.
Anyway, I've been doin' fine. Rocking out to some music. Catching up on missed homework. Rocking out to some more music (particularly good music). Playing guitar. Rocking out to even more music (let's face it, music is pretty rad). Giving speeches. Being sick. Singing songs. Playing guitar. Thinking about reading... but then not reading. I could go on and on. I'm relieved I got through the first quarter of school without failing. I'm also relieved that Everybody Loves Raymond sucks so I have something to motivate me to seek other things to do that might actually interest me (i.e. homework... who says television doesn't teach anything?)
I actually took Concerta today... had the same effect as the beginning of the year, so s'all good. I guess I'm going to start taking it in short intervals so: a.) I won't crash and b.) I won't be sucked out of every single boring class or activity and placed into a rocket coaster that zooms up to Mars... loops around Pluto... and stops at Jupiter where me and all my happy (and humorously squat) Jupiterian friends dance, sing, and laugh at the Plutians because they're planet is no longer considered a planet... haha... stupid Pluto... I think the Concerta is wearing off...
1. WHAT CURSE WORD DO YOU USE THE MOST?
Dammit
2. DO YOU OWN AN IPOD?
Pssh, money doesn't grow on trees! I have an mp3 player that costed $34 of my b-day money... it holds 50 songs (currently) and I love it very much...
3. WHO DO YOU TALK TO THE MOST?
Erica.
4. WHAT TIME IS YOUR ALARM CLOCK SET TO?
10 to... your own buisiness.
5. DO YOU STILL REMEMBER THE FIRST PERSON YOU KISSED?
Yes, my mother.
6. DO YOU WEAR FLIP-FLOPS WHEN IT'S COLD?
Fo sho.
7. WOULD Y0U RATHER TAKE THE PICTURE OR BE IN THE PICTURE?
Photography's cool... on second thought, why choose when I could do both?
8. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
I don't remember... I watch a lot... but I DO remember The Prestige, and it ROCKED my SOCKS.
9. DO ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS HAVE CHILDREN?
Yes. I have friends of many ages, mind you.
10. HAS ANY0NE EVER CALLED YOU LAZY?
Has anyone called you a person? Of course I've been called lazy.
11. DO YOU EVER TAKE MEDICATION TO HELP YOU FALL ASLEEP?
Oh, hell no! I pass out like a log! However logs pass out...
12. WHAT CD IS CURRENTLY IN YOUR CD PLAYER?
The Moody Blues.
13. D0 YOU PREFER REGULAR OR CHOCOLATE MILK?
CHOCOLATE! STRAIGHT UP!!!
14. HAS ANYONE TOLD YOU A SECRET THIS WEEK?
Probably... maybe I was ignorant?
15. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU HAD STARBUCKS?
Never! God, what a rip-off!
16. CAN YOU WHISTLE?
Can I ever!
17. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Eyes. Definately.
18. DO YOU THINK PEOPLE TALK ABOUT YOU BEHIND YOUR BACK?
What do I care?
19. DID YOU WATCH CARTOONS AS A CHILD?
What? So only kids can watch cartoons these days?
20. WHAT MOVIE DO YOU KNOW EVERY LINE TO?
Monty Python and the Holy Grail. Your mother was a hamster and your father smelt of eldeberry!
21. WHAT WAS THE NAME OF YOUR FIRST CRUSH?
Be damned if I remembered.
22. HOW MANY COUSINS DO YOU HAVE?
Quite a few. Like... over 50 counting both families. Believe it.
23. DO YOU OWN ANY BAND T-SHIRTS?
Who doesn't? And shame on you if you say "Me" you ungrateful jerks! They work hard to play good music for crying out loud! If you're not going to buy their CD, at least go to their shows and buy a shirt every now and then! Sheesh!
24. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SALAD DRESSING?
Ranch like the ranch where I grew up! No, I've never been on a ranch... but the dressing's good!
25. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
Most definately! Only the entire world! At least one person anyway.
26. DO YOU DO YOUR OWN DISHES?
We use paper plates where I'm from.
27. EVER CRY IN PUBLIC?
Long time ago.
28. ARE YOU ON A DESKTOP COMPUTER OR A LAP TOP?
Stalker... don't get any ideas, I'm only taking this quiz because I'm bored... not to give you a detailed rundown of my life so that you can watch me sing into a bar of soap while dancing in the shower. Not... that I do that... next question!
29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY WANTING ANY PIERCINGS OR TATTOOS?
Just got one, but I dunno. No tattoos, I don't want to regret anything.
30. WHATS THE WEATHER LIKE?
Cool and breezy. In the good way.
31. WOULD YOU EVER DATE ANYONE COVERED IN TATTOOS?
Hell no.
32. WHAT DID YOU DO BEFORE THIS?
Put gas in the ol' hippie-mobile.
33. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SLEPT ON THE FLOOR?
Not too long ago. I am Sean Dine.
34. HOW MANY HOURS OF SLEEP DO YOU NEED TO FUNCTION?
Hmm... how many hours awake did you need to put these questions together?
35. DO YOU EAT BREAKFAST DAILY?
No, I'm like a light switch... on... off... on... off... it's quite amusing! On... off... on...
36. ARE YOUR DAYS FULL AND FAST PACED?
We're already on question 36?
37. DO YOU PAY ATTENTION TO THE CALORIES IN THE PACKAGE/BOX?
Who cares? Food is food. Food is good. I eat food. It makes me not hungry. I love you food... you're good.
38. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
No, I ask stupid questions for people with nothing better to do.
39. WHAT DID YOU WEAR FOR HALLOWEEN THIS YEAR?
I jack-o-lantern shirt.
40. ARE YOU PICKY ABOUT SPELLING AND GRAMMAR?
like gramer do i!
41. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO SIX FLAGS?
Nope.
42. FAVORITE CARTOON ANIMAL?
Bugs Bunny. Dat wascally wabbit!
43. DO YOU GET ALONG BETTER WITH THE SAME SEX OR THE OPPOSITE SEX?
I get along with everybody.
44. DO YOU LIKE MUSTARD?
Yeah, I'm not a communist.
45. DO YOU SLEEP ON YOUR SIDE, STOMACH or BACK?
I sleep where I feel comfortable... mostly on my side.
46. DO WATCH THE NEWS?
Sometimes. Have to watch those terrorists. No, actually, news is just propoganda supported by Bush through his plan to take over the world. You know, he was formerly part of a doomsday cult? Did you also know he's been funding a project in the basement of the White House? He's creating a large machine, much like the one from War of the Worlds. You don't need me to tell you what it does... FIGHT BUSH!
47. HOW DID YOU GET ONE OF YOUR SCARS?
Obviously I got cut by something at some point or another.
48. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU MAD?
It's hard to make me mad. In fact, 9 out of 10 of my friends have NOT seen me seriously mad. Maybe upset or fustrated, but NEVER pissed. You'd know it if you saw it.
49. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
Yeah, it ain't no secret.
50. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT STATUS?
Taken.
nine, lasts:
9. last place you were: the gas station
8. last cigarette: never had a first
7. last beverage: sunkist... orange soda is marvelous
6. last movie: I TOLD YOU I DON'T KNOW!
5. last phone call: Erica
4. last song played: Forklift by Pavement (with the stereo cranked, because the song just wouldn't be the same otherwise)
3. last bubble bath: in kindergarden I had some batman bubblebath... it was the best bubble bath ever!
2. last time you cried: when a good friend of mine died recently
1. last achievement: i wrote this one song... it's okay i guess
Eight, have you ever:
8. have you ever dated someone twice: nope, we dine's hold our grudges. lesson learned: don't cross a dine
7. have you ever been cheated on: nope
6. have you ever kissed someone you shouldn't: uh uh
5. have you ever kissed someone you regret: nope
4. have you ever fallen in love: yep
3. have you ever lost a person you love: yes
2. have you ever been depressed: a few times
1. have you ever gone overseas: no... I WANT TO THOUGH! way to remind me!
Seven, Things you did in the past three days.
7. Killed someone: of course not
6. taken a picture: no, actually
5. got highlights: highlights are for homos... or girls
4. watched movies: nope
3. had sex: nope
2. bought sneakers: what kind of questio is that? how often does anyone buy sneakers?
1. taped something: god... you pervert
Six People you can tell anything to.
1.Erica
2.Dad
3.Mom
4.Patrick
5.Andy
6.Yvette
Five, BELIEFS
5. Sex before marriage? why not? if you truly love the person
4. Gay Marriage? hell, go for it
3. Lowering the drinking age? yes, 18 makes more sense
2. Abortion? give them a chance... for the love of children!
1. Recycling? oh please do, don't be a jackass
Four, bands/artists you love to listen to.
4. Archers of Loaf
3. The Strokes
2. The Beta Band
1. The Flaming Lips
Three, things you would rather be doing
3. hiking (the night is gorgeous today!)
2. jamming
1. hanging out with erica
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